2day~~~~

salam.....alhamdulillah, masih berpeluang hidup, bernafas d bumi Allah ini... masih tertanye2 keadaan iman yg turun naek ni.. so today, cm bese je ... pg2 ( x lah pg2 bute, pg celik kot,,haha), mcm bes e...wat keje2 umah... menghdpi hari2 yg semakin memboringkan ni... tp ari ni best ckit, kmas n cuci2 dapur... ok gak, mengisi mase lapang.. n then tghari tgk la cite pape ntah... ptg tu, tman my mama amik abah kat meru... he juz got back from perak... visiting my beloved opah.. sian opah, hope she will get well soon... btw, from perak, he was sent to meru by my uncle..... abah x jd bwk kete blik perak, katenye pnat... xlarat nk bwk kete jaoh2... so blik tu, ptg2 kan...nk dkat maghrib... sgt jam... byk tol kete..my parents cbok bersembang kat dpan tu, i was alone back there.. mcm2 la mreke sembang... psl saham la , bisnes uptrend la, getting a new car la... kdg2 ak mencelah gak...but most of da time x ... bcoz da things dat dorunk ckp kan was not really my cup of tea... n then , i was left there , back, alone... termenung... pnjg.... smbil2 tgk kat luar tu... mcm2 gelagat org..... sonok jugak tgk dorunk ni...ade yg x saba2, ade yg cool je dlm jam2 pown... byk yg menarik perhatian ak... obviously, mmg rmai la nmpknye bru blik dr keje..... dr pakaian, riak2 wajah yg kepenatan... ade sorunk young mama ni...i think mayb her age abaou late 20 or early 30... dlm kete... ngan ank nye, baby dlm tmpat yg org slalu ltak baby tu... ak x taw la plak nmenye... dia asyik pndg ke arah kami je... mayb dlm pkiran die, teringat husband die kowt or mayb thinking bout her family in future, having many kids, naek mpv.u know, dat kind of stuff..mayb having a big fmily one day... hurrmm, byk jugak ak tgk dlm kete2 yg dlm jam ni, di dlmnye lelaki2 yg nmpknye spt bapa or ketua keluarge.. da tiredness is soo obvious... pnat kan, dr pg smpai ptg mencri rzeki utk keluarge... ak terpkir, sian kat parents 2 kte, cri rezeki utk kte...x penah skali pown ak dgr parents ak merungut... betape besar pengorbanan dorunk.. ak ni yg kdg2 x appreciate.. psl bnde2 kecik pown kdg2 merungut... ade satu ni yg sgt menarik perhatian ak... satu family, naek ats 1 moto.. parents n sorag ank..mest x selesa kan, dahla kiri kanan terdedah, sempit2 ni, kene tggu lame plak ats moto tu...tgk mke ayah die, mmg nmpk penat... tp, dsebabkan nk cri rezeki, nk pastikan ank die dpt ape yg terbaek, sume pown dtempuh...ak past mreke bkan dr golongan org yg senang... mayb dlm ati mreke, terdetik nk memiliki kereta spt org2 d sebelah atau d hdapannye... melihat org2 ini, membuatkan ak insaf... seringkali ak ni lpe bersyukur atas segale nikmat, wlaupun hdup x semewah mane, namun, alhamdulillah....semua nye mencukupi. malah lbeh dr ckup... d saat Allah nk uji ckit je, dh la rase beban sgt, padehal, hal cmtu xde ape pown ... sesgguhnye org laen lg berat n byk bebannye...kdg2, kte x sdar yg kte ni, time susa je bru nk tercari2...time senang, sumenye lpe... ak kdg2 tu teringat kesah chenta ak tu..haha..gwang je bunyi tp, tu lah ..iman ni goyah... cinta manusia yg slalu teringat2... rndu kat die,... buang mase je pkir sume tu... padehal , lg byk perkare berfaedah lg yg bleh dpikirkan... perkare2 lagha ni byk yg dibuatnye... kdg2 tgk cite best ckit, abes laa... sume keje x jd... kdg2 solat pown terlewat..... hish... trok tol... ak terpkir, kalo la dri sndri x ley nk disiplin, cmne la hdup d mase hdpan nant??mampu kah ak ni jd parents mcm mama abah ? Ya Allah, istiqamahkanlah aku d jalanMu...