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salam..huhhh!!!...sesuatu yg rase nk dlepaskan... 2day, hurmm.. kinda ...dunno how 2 say, shocking ke, memorable ke...ntahla.. actually, bout a month ago, actually,lbey kurg sbulan lbey la, nk dkat 2 blan.. ade sumtink ni, like swelling at my neck..hurmm..cervical lymph nodes swell..most probably due to infection.. bnde ni da stat sjak b4 exam es2 lg.. lame dah.. at 1st, g 1 klinik ni, he said, due to infection,.die bg antibiotik for 1 wik, tp ble da abes pown, xde efek.. ade gak tanye kat 2 org surgeon dat tought us during anatomy practical... dorang pown ckp bnde same, mest tanye symptom yg same..ade demam x? ade soar throat x? ..if dat occur, ianye mengconfirmkan bnde ni due to infection.. tp , xde.. so, agk mystery gak ar.. pastu, g jmpe doc lain.. die kate , kte observe dlu 4 1 wik, if x kecut bengkak tu, dtg blik.. so, mmg x kecut, g balik klinik yg same, but diff doc.ensem lak tu :b..hehehe...sempat lg ngintai..doc yg bagos ar, siap bg nasehat2,kinda like dakwah..dats gud..we rarely find dat kind of doc.. so, he gave me, antibiotik jugak...due to ke'bz'an yg teramat mase stdy wik, alwayz lpe mkn ubat tu...but, actually, b4 stdy wik tu, i was having fever..so, a bit relieve bcoz cm da confirm lah bnde ni infection.. unfortunately, disebabkn kedegilan ku dan kelekaan ku di dlm rutin harian,alwys x mkn ubt..bengkak tu dah makin enlarge.. menakutkan jugak... so, today, g klinik lg..hurmm..doc yg ke-6 ni.. he said dat, its getting kinda serious ...immediately, he said dat, he had to inject me wif antibiotic..bkan skali ye, 3 kali, in 3 days la..mengejutkan..x expect smpai cmtu.. ingatkan infection bese2 je..doc kate gak, if x elok gak, kene wat blood test.. hurmm... everythin happen in a sudden..x sgke.. mayb dis thing doesn't look so serious 4 sum of people, but 4 me.. agk menakutkan gak la... da beso2 cmni x sgke leh kene dis kind of thing.. x terpkir seserious ni.. mase mle2 kene , ingatkn bese2 je.. sbb most of da doctors says, infection je ni.. ble dah enlarge bnde tu, bnde ni da jd makin seyes.. hanya Allah yg tahu betapa risaunye ati ni sebenanye.. harap sumenye bjalan dgn lncar..hrp bnde ni akn sembuh.. Ya Allah, bntu lah hmbe Mu ini menempuh dugaan ini.. ak taw, Allah xkan membebankan sesiape dgn sesuatu yg x mmpu seseorg tu pikul.. tabahkanlah hatiku ya Allah.. ak berserah kepdMU.. manusia hanye merancg , hanye Engkau yang menentukannye.. semoga ujian ini mnjdkanku insan yg lbey taat kpdMu, moga ujian ini akn meningkatkan keimananku terhadapMu...smoge sape2 yg bce ni, doakan sye ea :) ...aminnn...